Mood swings

This is my 11th week..and I feel soo tired than before...After I had juice (any juice), I felt this bitter taste in my mouth..during evening i feel it more..sometime i feel its better to vomit than have this vomitting sensation, but even after I vomit, I have this bitter taste ...dizziness is more during evening...I read taking more rest and doing no exercises will lead to fatigue..I guess I am doing that only..got to work out..

Scheduled my appointment with another doctor, another hospital, near my home...Selecting the doctor is really stressing..In india we know few doctors and their reputation...so its easy to select...here in U.S..since I dont know anybody, Idk whether I am choosing the right doctor, first they told a doctor name who is available on the date I want to schedule, she is new, who joined recently to the hospital..I wanted to go for experianced doctor..I felt so coz I she can give good advice with her experiance, but my husband told me another aspect, since she is new, she will be so dedicated, she will want to establish herself in her new job...mm point taken...so we decided to try the experianced doctor, if could not get her appoinment go for this new doctor...but I got appointment with experianced doctor..now its like oh is it right, i could've gone with the new doctor...mmm onnum solrathuku illai...hope the one I am scheduled is very good...

Mood swings ya I do have..whenever I think of my bro's marriage I want to go to India...but we decided if we plan to have the delivery here in U.S its better to avoid the 44hrs journey..but during weekdays, I will think of going to india, during weekend I will settle with staying here...I am just swinging between these ideas...missing my bro's marriage is really really too hard...and both my bro's r getting married in 3,4 months marriage...:-(

will post Garbharakshambigai slogam in my next post for those who belive can read it....